Sorry i havent posted for a while(like anyone reads my blogs anyway). A lot of things have changed for me in the last couple of months. Most of them arent that huge, but i guess they just all add up. Things such as having a great group of friends, and making new cool friendships; growing up and putting my act together; relizing im happy all by myself and i don't need some one to keep my mood up cuz i can do it myself; and seeing the glass half full instead of half empty. All these things are adding up and now im realizing that although its great to dream, i dont really need to, cuz my life is pretty good. And i can improve the parts that i dont think are good enough.

I guess im just sayin im happy where i am.=)

Ok, this is gonna sound really weird, but i wish i had a kid. I know most of my friends dont think im ready(Jami), but is anyone really ready to be a parent? I know that if i ever had a kid, 16 or 45, that i would be a great parent. Id try my hardest, stop doing things like fireworks or any other stupid stuff, work harder in school, and stop doing things i enjoy just so i could raise my kid. What do u think about this?

Alright so i was thinking, "would it be nice to be the best we can be?" i mean i know that we all try hard, but if everyone tried their hardest, the world would be a much better place. If I was the best that i could be, i wouldnt feel bad about much. So now im gonna keep workin on myself, so that i can become the best person i can be!=)

Time to dream!=)
So there are alot of cool magic power ideas out there. But i would have to say that if i had to chose one, it would be the ability to freeze time. YEah with this power, i could rob banks, take over the world, and cause chaos in every nation, but thats not why i want it. Id use it to simply talk. There are so many times im just sitting in the classroom wishing that i could stop time, and go and talk to the person whos on my mind.

Alright. so i havnt posted in a long time but iv been thinking about stuff and id like to post it. These days life is so hard and so stressful. times are difficult and painful. I dream that for one day on this earth i would be fully joyful. That what came that day just was and i was still so happy i could keep a lightbulb going. That any obstacle that came in my way wouldnt bring me down, but would just be something to work on and get through. I just want one day of infinite happiness-on day thats-negative emotion free.

Hey. I just thought of a cool dream/idea. Have you guys ever been extremely tired, so you go to bed and wake up the next morning no less exhausted? It happens to me all the time lol. So i was just thinking, wouldn't it be nice to wake up every morning with enough energy to make it through the day without feeling tired and run down. It just occurred to that its been an extremely long time since i have ever felt like that, but ohh well. Maybe ill wake up like that sometime soon=) lol

Here is a picture of a galaxy. In my opinion its amazing and beautiful. One of my dreams is to see the universe up close. Just this one picture makes me want to go out there and see the rest of it. This image is just so out of this world. Its a completly diffrent type of beauty than the things found on earth. Its just, amazing=)